Faith!

Google describes faith as "complete trust or confidence in someone or something".
Faith! Faith! how many times in a day do we use the word "faith"?
Do we really mean it, every time we use it?

Faith!
Have you ever lost faith?
Do you even know how does it feel to have trusted somebody with all your heart and then being let down?
I know. Because, i have been through it.
I have been through the pain that one feels when somebody is not faithful.
It's excruciating. Its heartbreaking. Its hurting, it's painful.

But well, you know what's the worse thing about being hurt?

The fact that faith once broken cannot return.
No matter how much you try, no matter how much you cry.
faith that's gone , can never be back.
It's gone.
Once and for all.

So, please. Hold on to it.

I grew up....

We grow up and learn so much. We learn how trust is broken, we learn how love is not the way it's portrayed in fairy tales , we learn that people don't always tell the truth, and a lot more.

I think I grew up that day.. I think I learned about life..
That day.. when I got to know that he was cheating me, after being with me for 3 long years. After all te pain that i had gone through for him. After all those lies that i had said  for him. After all those tears I shed .. After all those sleepless nights.. I learned..

I learned that it didn't matter to him anymore.. he didn't care that I had a heart which was now broken into a million pieces.. He was heartless.. Like he had immunity to all those emotions.. like he could survive them all.. like he didn't care about even one second that we spent together..

And then I thought, why do these people affect or lives so much?
Isn't it our fault?
Isn't it us who gives them the power to control our lives?

And, then i realized. That I'm done with him and his bullshit. And, that I will move on and not let him affect me anymore. Because it's me who has the power to keep myself happy/sad and NOT him.

And i grew up.....