Lies!

How often do we as individuals lie and get away with it? What do we lie about? Are most things that we lie about worth the lies? Or is it just because we don't find anything better to say or make an excuse or give a justification?

Most of the times we lie, because we are too afraid to tell the truth and deal with the complications it gets for us. The surprising thing is that , it's not the truth that brings the complications but the lie that drags us into all the shit we face later. Almost all the time we are simply scared of things that might happen, and what we do is forget that 'might' is not a deciding word, it has possibilities of both that a situation may occur or may not occur. And most of the times in these lies we loose our original self and tend to forget what was the truth. 

The truth is much much more easier to handle as compared to the lie. To hide one lie, you've to tell a million more lies. Is that really acceptable?  I mean, most of the times, I'm stuck in situations where I simply lie to get away, and hell! yes! I do get away, but that is for a very short while of course! Most of the lies that I tell always get caught. And, it's not that I'm bad at telling lies or something, it's just that they have to be caught. If not now, then maybe in a while. But, you can never get away with telling a lie.

the biggest cost of telling a lie is loosing the person you've loved the most. I paid it. Trust me, it's the worst feeling on the planet. You feel so frustrated, broken & what not. And, you can do absolutely nothing to get rid of this feeling. You go like; 'Man! I wish I didn't do this'. But, by the time you realize that what you've done was wrong, it's too late too apologize. 

All you can do is live with the guilt. And living with guilt is like living with a burden. And, it's not at all, simple for a start.

Here's me signing off, with a free advice;

AVOID LIES AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE! :\

Tears!

How do you feel when you see somebody cry? You feel sad? Or happy (for the sadist people)?

Okay, let me change the question, how do you feel when you see someone you love cry in front of you?
Isn't it annoying and at the same time heart-breaking? Isn't it something like a knife is being sliced through your chest and you can do nothing about it! Isn't it something like you are about to approach the end of all possibilities of life?

They say tears are the last gift of love.. Tears can make any person cry ... And seeing the person you love sob their eyes out in front of you, because of you is the worst thing one can ever experience. Trust me it hurts. . Real real bad. You cannot stop your own tears.

I feel miserable. Seeing your loved one cry their eyes out.. I mean I thought I was strong enough to handle it, . But, I am not. I'm a jerk. I actually hurt him with something that barely mattered. I made him leave me. I found temporary happiness but permanent loneliness. I may cry as much but, I know that the value of my tears is nothing in front of his..

And, it's true;
If a boy cries for you, he really loves you. </3

At peace!

Sometimes life brings you to such crossroads, that you don't know which way to take! which way to follow, whom to trust and whom to just let go! Sometimes you feel you love people way too much that existence without them is impossible! But, the truth is that you don't know how strong you are until being strong is the ONLY choice you've got!


Isn't it strange how somebody becomes your life so easily and leaves you all alone mid way even more  easily. Sometimes we feel that we affect people too much, but the truth is that our presence is not even felt in their lives. It's like, they don't even feel that you've left their lives.


The most ironical thing about life is that you normally care about people too much when they don't give you any importance in their life. It is so weird, that how somebody can just ignore you, despite of knowing how crazily you feel about them .


Life in itself is one thing you can never be happy out. You can never get tired of craving for things that merely exist.. All you want is one.. just one thing that you can't get. Or maybe you don't wish for it enough.

I broke up with somebody I've been with for the past 2 years . Weird.. that we had to let each other go like that but, trust me there is no person on the planet who's at peace the way I am right now. Because, there is nothing bigger than self esteem in life. If somebody cannot respect you the way you are, they have no right to be with you.
It is as simple as buying a package. You take it, if you like it great, and if you don't then it's you who has to deal with it! There is gonna be absolutely no change in it!

And, one thing I've learned;
If you don't have the balls to protect yourself from such people , then people are gonna screw you in any fucking way.
It's ONLY YOU who will stand up for yourself in the end.

So everyone, STAY AT PEACE!
And if any corner of your life is dark, better empty it , so that something beautiful can take it's place.

And ENJOY EVERY SECOND YOU LIVE! :)