Failure!

'Every failure is one step, towards success'. One of the most heard , and famous proverbs. It has a deeper meaning than what any reader can get in one go. It teaches us a beautiful thing about life. But, how I wish life could be taught so easily! Infact, life cannot be taught at all, it has to be learned and lived.

I'm not a very strong person, I break easily. And, I trust even more easily. Tears, are like my best friends. I cry at everything. But, for once, too many failures in one go, were a little hard catch, personally. First, I flunked in my first semester examination and that too by 1 mark. This was humiliating and at the same time kind of heartbreaking. I didn't know, how to take it. I know my parents didn't scold and were all cool with it, because I wrote the paper in high fever and an unpleasant unconsciousness. However, I did not expect myself to undergo it. All set and done, I overcame it with much shock and tears.

The next, was a larger failure, because exams once failed can be reappeared. However, people that are once judged wrong, will remain like that. I thought my friends are going to be with me in this, but what I found was that they had been lying and were absolutely prepared to pass with flying colors. They lied, when they told me they didn't study. They lied when they told me that they were unprepared . They lied when they did all the drama. It was sad, and disappointing. I wasn't upset with them. I was upset with myself for taking the wrong decision. I learnt that, I'm still a poor judge of people, and meeting new people did not make it any better. I was still innocent, in a world of overly-intelligent people. Sad enough.

And, now I know how to deal with life.  I will completely stop trusting everyone around me.

Signing off.
In a Lil discomfort.

Beware of people!